I wonder how's my dear friend's doing...he's in constant fear and so confused about his sexuality, err she's with his wife and his only child just right now but my gosh he told me he's fantasizing...of someone who also has same accessory as he has. And he told me he even envied RP who has now gotten his much desired freedom about his preference. Btw, I saw RP (Rustom Padilla) via Chikaminute and he's sporting a new image...cross-dressed...with poise, very effeminate, oozing with confidence and you can see the inner peace in his aura. Well as part of movie promo am sure, and she quite enjoyed the moment.... I admire RP for having been so vocal about how he feels right now unlike before when everything was closeted...with a brood of good looking true-blooded Adonis...it's very hard to start the discourse about his sexual choice. Now the siblings respected his own decision about this issue. They are right now very supportive of him.
But on my friend's end...he's still hounded by his confusion. Told me he's a bi. I just couldn't fathom how it was being a bi...or in our tongue...it means silahis. Whoah...I have lots of friends who's gay...and it is already acceptable when you say you're gay...but I wonder again and it is quite incongruently confusing to me if it's about bisexualism. You want women now...after a minute you want men? I don't know what to say but I keep on researching about this issue. I like to know more as well as understand more everything about GLBT. I am more confused now than how he is. And I also wonder if the wife knows all about her husband's personal dilemma...she should be at least the first to know about this thing being the wife. AFAIK, and according to him, 'coz he always confides in me...their sudden union has not ended up to bed but instead he put the fire in his own hand. I don't know how I would feel if I was in his wife's position. Wheeew! The sad part when you became an instant confidant, you also become an instant pseudo- adviser...half of the yoke is on your shoulder. I just hope that in time...he'll be able to find peace just like RP did...it's hard to portray a role when you're not in front of a camera.
An oxymoron: effeminate father
The father is actually wanting to be the mother...
Picture attached I snagged from PBB blog, I used this picture because I can relate to that scene wherein RP finally admitted to Keanna that he's a gay, just how my friend discloses to me the confusion he is into right now.
PS/...will go back to this one after some rests...check spelling and proofread...but now...will s.o. to rest...I need to...
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