A great deluge...

This was a great shock to everyone here specially in our place which were directly hit by the typhoon named Ondoy. We didn't imagine that floodwaters would rise up to cover our car which I took to a more higher ground, but nothing has helped, it sank in the middle of the flood. And nothing I could do to spare it from the raging water. I don't know how much would be spend for the repair to keep it going.

To Sherlock

Hey friend look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I confess...

Being a wife only revolves on being a wife per se. Being a woman to your husband. For me it's not as how it is to be a mother. Being a mother is a humongous responsibility. It is not easy as how it is to be a wife. I chose to be a better mom to my kids rather than to become a good submissive wife to my hub. Don't condemn me first. He's got another woman, so what do you expect me to do? I chose not to cry over spilt milk...not even worth crying and ruining my days. I've got to be alive and going. I am a mom first and foremost. I know I've got some shortcomings being a wife but, I'd rather accept that there are things that don't usually work well for me. Acceptance work well for me here. But if only I was more submissive, I wouldn't have much problem now...oh but no...I'll rephrase my statement, I wouldn't be as happy as I am now. For a holier-than-thou judgment, don't crucify me...I just see things on a positive side of it. There's life after separation, as I underwent through it. But looking back, if only I was tooled with some foolproof ways to change his attitudes or let's say even mine too...maybe we're still here coping. But for me, I accepted my fate and I can honestly say that I am now a certified single-mom...and I'm [...still] happy!

Time heals and reveals.

'Coz am sick and tired of someone....who's just like a bitter pill to swallow.

All is well!

A day after the mediation conference at DTI, we received a call from Nokia Care that the unit was ready for pick up. And so I just want to thank Ma'm Cleo of DTI [if I am not mistaken...] who help us settle things in positive way. From the start naman I was so cool and settled dahil alam kong malaki ang chance ko dito. She even said, " pasalamat kayo at mabait si ma'm [...that's me] kung hindi eh pwede pa kayong maipasara at masuspinde and lisensya nyo". Also I want to thank Lalaine and Lou who is the AM of the store where I got the celphone...for attending the mediation promptly. Ayun after almost a month of waiting eh nagagamit na siya ng anak ko.

Big thanks...dahil mismong mother board ang pinalitan nila, which is dapat lang...salamat po!

How did it happen?!

Last April 26th my son and I went to buy 5310 Music Express, it wasn't that unit we were asking at first. But since mas higher siya don sa hanap ng anak ko, they insisted that we rather take it instead of what we're looking for. So okey...nagkaundo, maganda naman so we bought it plus another cheap and ordinary one. We paid a little less than ten thousand. I was a bit disappointed when my son told me na may problem after we got home. After a little dilly-dallying so to be sure kung may problem talaga...we brought it back to the store located at Robinson's Metro East. I won't at first tell the store at baka may legal impediments. When we were there na, and told them our woes, they told me to bring it to Nokia Center at Ali Mall. Wow gusto ko ng magtaray kasi why do we have to go there and do this and that?! Patience...patience is a virtue daw...be polite. Would you believe we bought it on the 26th of April...brought it at Nokia Center to avail of the warranty on the 28th...a day after we bought it, my gosh...di pa nga nagagamit may sira na siya. And I was shocked na the problem in on it's 3rd level na daw of diagnosis. Gee, with cooler nerves I went na lang to ask assistance from the good office of DTI. Now I got a text message prompting me to attend the mediation hearing on May 22nd at 2pm. Akalain mo, sa dami ng araw nataon pa sa enrolment ng anak ko sa UST who's a firstie pa naman. I just hope to attend to both but my priority is maka-attend ng hearing since feeling ko eh naapi naman ang anak ko don. Imagine sa akin pa napunta yung defective unit na yun. Bumili ka ng cash and yet wala ito sa kamay mo since may problem nga. I don't know what will happen on the 22nd. If the owner is liable to have it change ba ng another new unit since the Nokia Center gave me a certification that there's really a problem nga and declared it defective. And the question is, bakit siya pumasa at nalagay sa market kung defective nga siya? Well I don't know what seems to be the problem. Good thing I got certification na malala talaga ang problema niya! Sana naman mahiya yung owner and to save everything eh palitan na lang nila yun ng new unit or else ibalik nila ang pera ng anak ko. It'll be as easy as that...well I'm keeping my fingers crossed...

OMG!

Was so depressed the past few days and nervous and jumpy and irritated, so when I browsed this site of mine I accidentally hit the wrong key...and I created another one like this. I thought I would never again recover this site...sigh...thank G I manage to regain everything! I can now wear a wide grin now and happy indeed I recovered everything. Wow, pure luck hit me indeed today. And I believe it strikes thrice...hopefully. :) I couldn't tell how it dampened my spirit knowing that I would lose this site in no time. Really I have got poor dexterity when wasn't at my best. It always happen naman to the best of us di ba? What is important is...narecover ko na...and I have all the reason to celebrate. I love this blog.

So am welcoming myself again here...